November 7, 2009
@ 2:48:00 PM
Thursday
ive decided to tell the truth, dat ive been hiding all this time. its damn hard for me to tell, ya'know. exam pon kalah. i've plan to tell bf after he finish his O'level. coz i dun want him to stress aout this matter. kasi dier chill dulu la kan. so, first i told nadrah, she's mad at me for not telling her, hahaha. sorry darl. den i told me beloved cuzzie, dier pon marah. haiyoo. hahaha. bt at least she's understand how i feel. (fil dpt jmpe tuhh ppn, fil nk pecah kn muke dier ehy.?) hahahas. den i wanted to tell khai, bt he told me dat he was not at home. so i decided not to tell him. tggu dier alik den bru blg dier. i wanted to tell zaki too. since he was involved in this "problem" too. bt i dun know how. i dun want hym to face me in a wrong way. den i was thinking, shld i tell _____ the truth. i wanted to tell him. bt i was not braved enuf. i feel guilty not to tell him. i think ____ had suffer more than enuf. BUT... before i wanted to tell _____, ______already know about this. it was nadrah who told _______. _______called me, ______talk to me nicely, asking me why i never tell him and suffer all this alone. so i told ______dat i was scared. that "mystery" girl make me super scared. he was not mad at me at all. he understand how i feel. hehs.
arnd 1215 that "mystery" girl called me. she was damn mad that ______ had already knew bout this. she said: kaw take care jek ar eh. bsk aku nmpk kaw pt lift lobby muke kaw pecah" den she hang up. soo, i call ______. he said dun worry, he will be at the lift lobby, waiting. =D
Friday
i told dear bout the problem.i had no choice bt to tell him. nw, dear will fetch me from school. hahaha.kesian dear. had lunch at cafe1 with me lovely fwens, and dear. had chicken cutlet. sedapp taw. hahaha. dear sent me home, den off he went for friday prayers. meet him after he had done with his friday prayers. went to expo. ade robinson sale oiy. hahaha. bought girl's stuff. nk twu wad me bby boy bought. FOODS.!! haiyoo. tuh jek la dier twu. makanan. haiss. total we spend $37.60. den we proceed to tamp. had long john. den we off to the usual place where we used to hang-out. talk things out bout the "problem". hehe. now things wif me and bby boy had settled. like atlast. penat taw. haiyoo.
till here peeps.i need to study.!!
3 more weeks to final exam.
i wanna 4 points GPA again.
